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Sunday, March 14, 2010

.:. 1st week in ZhengZhou .:.

Hey pple. This is my first week in ZhengZhou, China. Seriously, its been a wonderful experience for me. Knowing the chinese culture, working experience, accomodation and work. I would like to take this opportunityto people who specially sponsored me for this trip. My ku ku, Xiaoyi and my mum(after much pestering, she agreed to pay a bit). Hahax..

Taking a plane is just like taking a long bus ride. Just that theres a lot of beautiful scenery and its quite jerky when it is going to land and taking off..

First week in Quanya Comm is still okay :) hahax.. I was assigned to complete a flash banner , which I had learnt before... so its easy for me. We also had multiple lectures by the managers about their company. Their curriculum is more to the BSS option of my course. soi may not be as pro as those in BSS(Broadband Sercurity Services) option in my course. But its always good to learn something new. :) hahax..

Food is cheap and big in quantity. 5 yuan ($1 dollar sgd) for a plate of noodles. it can range from 5 yuan to 12 yuan depending on the variety of the food. Roadside stalls offer 1-2 yuan for delicious local delicacies like their special popiah. (which my friends bought) but the cleaniness of the food is unknown and my uncle advised me not to buy from them.

All I can say for accomodation and everything is really "so far so good"! I am having full control over my expenses,finances clothing and accomodation. Priase the lord. At first I had some probs with my comp , which keeps hanging the whole day and I am unable to do anything . But after that i prayed really hard and it miracally became okay and all the problems are gone! :) thank god! God can do wonders man! :D

Only thing that I am not okay about is that I seem to be missing my friends n family in sg.. :( Especially you... especially you luh... "--e- -u- -i-" :( A person who has nobody he loves have nothing to lose. but a person with loved ones always worries... I really hope that this trip can end asap and I can return to Sg. Furthermore, There isnt really a chance to go to church in China... Cos i cant find one in my area :( hais...

losing my grip. [9:53 PM]

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Tuesday, February 23, 2010

.:. .:.

I called my mum and asked: Mum! I wanna go Overseas attachment!

Mum: CAN!! you pay yourself loh!! *Cups the phone*

*Mum speads the news tt i want to go overseas and gossiping to relatives about why my cousins so "guai" can dont go OITP and I cannot... *

DOTS! Duwan pay say duwan pay la..Why gossip? Why scold? I only asked then u all like that!

Just when I was going to give up on going for the attachment, My Xiaoyi called me and asked me to go and she agreed to pay for my expenses.

**Thank god... I thought I was going to miss this opportunity**

Xiaoyi Says: Go China please remember to apply for roaming hor.. We want to contact you... The bills never mind! Give me the bill when it comes. I will pay.

When I came home, the story continues....

My parents say... roaming very expensive de. I dont care.. I dont let you take ur SIM card overseas..

WTH! It isnt even your money la please!

P.S.This is the first time I am going overseas for attachment. **

Kana scolded for nothing...

It isnt even my idea to apply for roaming lor!

Is my xiaoyi ask me to do de... den in the end, I am the one getting scolded.

So what do you think they care more about?

Money or my well being?

When I was small the ones who brought me up werent exactly my parents.

I doubt anyone will care more la...

Nobody cares... and nobody will...

At least I know that I care for myself and god cares for me.

losing my grip. [8:40 PM]

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Monday, January 25, 2010

.:. .:.

Back to my blog... Had bee quite some time since I blogged.. Cos I was L. A . Z . Y . !!! Bleah!

Okay... Lets update... :)

From today till mar i would be quite busy

As all the projects and exams come pilling in on me

But I would still be able to go out on weekends after church and sometimes on certain weekdays !

Life is never easy...

But no matter what, do not give up

Because every single thing that happens in our life comes with a purpose that is for our own good

As God has his reasons! :D

And... treasure those people in our lives whom we care about

Because everyone is Unique and thus Irreplacable

:D

losing my grip. [11:39 PM]

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Tuesday, January 19, 2010

.:. .:.

Let everything be upon you lord!

If its for me, I would be very happy,

If not I believe God have his reasons.

Lord take control over my life.

Bless me to have the correct thinking!

Teach me how to love someone wholeheartedly!

No matter what happens,

I know that its all for my own good!

No matter what happens,

I will always honor your mighty name

You will always be my god

Forever~

I promise!

Please bless me and help me to keep this promise even after I die.

Thanks for all the countless things and opprtunities you had added on to my life!

Thanks for being there with me in whatever I do!

Thanks for your big sacrifice for our sins!

Without you, I am nothing!

I am just hoping my dreams in life would come true

I would do my part.

because I know you would help me.

No matter what happens...

Amen!

losing my grip. [12:41 AM]

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Sunday, January 17, 2010

.:. .:.

Some of my friends had been mentioning that my blog is only filled with words and its very boring... Ya I know. But the main purpose of writing my blog is not for pple to see.. it is for me to keep track of my life status... thats all! Only those pple who really care would bother to look through my posts. and thats what I want.. If you care, read, if you dont, then dont force yourself :D

losing my grip. [9:50 PM]

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Tuesday, January 12, 2010

.:. .:.

I really wanted to go for OITP ... but my mum dun want to spon me go... So sad... :( I hate it when i really wanted to learn something more and i was not given the chance :( 6 weeks in china's largest telecom company eh! Comfirm will learn a lot de loh :( hais... SP subsidise half the fees.. but it still comes up to 1600 sgd payable by cash only :( thats a lot... hais... how i wished i could study with no worries about my school fees... :(

I want to improve more on my piano now when i still have a chance to have lessons... :( my parents are not surportive at all :( What i feel is that parents have the responsibility to take care of their children's education and learning needs and most importantly, be surpportive and encourage me instead of putting more weight on my shoulders by asking me pay for everything myself and asking me to stop my piano lessons... and not be so money minded about everything... money is important, but if you let money decide whether you can do something, you are not going anywhere!

From young, I had not been close with my parents as I was brought up by my maternal grandmother and xiaoyi.. who doted on me perhaps a lot more than my parents. But thank god it was like this and therefore,I was able to come to church and know christ. :D

losing my grip. [11:33 PM]

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Sunday, January 10, 2010

.:. .:.

Thank God~!!

I asked god for a glimmer of hope and I have got it. The dream isnt gone after all. Hahax! What I had always told myself these few months is that no matter what happens to me, be it positive or negative, I will always continue to praise god and trust that whatever happens to be comes for a reason for my own good! What I had to continue to do now is to do my best to fulfil all my goals and god will do the rest. Amen!

Luke 11:9
"Ask and it would be given to you! Seek, And you will find! Knock and itwould be open to you!"

losing my grip. [8:10 PM]

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