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losing my grip. [7:32 PM]
Life is never easy ya... I know many of u guys also agree with me here... But all we have to do is to think positively... But jus saying is obviously mus easier than really doing it... cos sometimes, you just cannot control your own thinking... Things that happened in the past, even things in our childhood life will always affect our personality greatly...
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School Life
School life is average... with MAD project coming.... I did well in my RWP presentation though... Thank god!! :P but for MAD, yesterday I just had a "Catch no ball " lesson... the teacher jz went through too fast and I cannot even manage to copy his work... hais...
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Piano Life
Although I improved quite a lot in my sight reading, I am still quite far from playing a piano piece... Currently, I am learning single hand sight reading and it is also not very easy... (I am finishing the book soon) ... I am gonna get my first upright piano soon.
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Driving Life
- 5th practical lesson
-Practical stage 1.01 - 1.07
-Out driving on the road alr :)
-Progressing well(Just need more encouragement and support from family)
-Pass BTT and FTT but yet to go for my theory lessons
losing my grip. [7:41 PM]
First Love (Utada Hikaru) Labels: First Love (Utada Hikaru)
Saigo no kisu wa tabako no flavor ga shita (The last kiss tasted like tobacco)
Nigakute setsunai kaori (the bitter and sad scent)
Ashita no imagoro ni wa(Tmr at this time)
Anata wa doko ni irun darou(Where wld u be? )
Dare wo omotterun na ha (who wld u be thinking of?)
(Chorus!! :P)
You are always gonna be my love!
Itsuka dareka to mata koi ni ochitemo(Even if I fall in love again with sum1 someday)
I'll remember to love you taught me how
You are always gonna be the one!
Ima wa mada kanashii lovu songu (Now its still a sad love song)
Atarashii uta utaeru made (Until I can sing a new song)
Tachitomaru jikan ga ugoKidasou to shiteru (The time that had stopped seems to start moving)
Wasuretakunai koto bakari (Just all the things I don't want to forget)
Ashita no imagoro ni wa (Tmr at this time)
Watashi wa kitto naiteru (I will surely be crying)
Anata wo omotterun darou (Probably thinking of you)
(Chorus 2!! :P)
You will always be inside my heart!
Itsumo anata dake no basho ga aru kara (Since there will always be the place for you)
I hope that I have a place in your heart too!
Now and forever you are still the one!
Ima wa mada kanashii lovu songu (Now its still a sad love song)
Atarashii uta utaeru made (Until I can sing a new song)
You are always gonna be my love!
Itsuka dareka to mata koi ni ochitemo(Even if I fall in love again with sum1 someday)
I will remember to love you taught me how
You are always gonna be the one!
Mada kanashii lovu songu (Now its still a sad love song)
Now and forever
(~End~)
(Typed out by Goh Chang Hua 22nd May09 10.30pm)
(Adapted from Youtube video "http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=yTHjcIaT1AQ")
losing my grip. [10:33 PM]
I was on the train to sis Deborah house for piano lesson and I was like asking god what should I do next and the only clear reply is the word... "Wait!" But wait for who and what? I dun know exactly what god has planned for me in my life but i think I should better follow his words.... Losing someone important is tramatic... but then I think god has everything planned for me ... "I will respect your decision bahz... but then I dun know what exactly had I done wrong siah!"
Lord I just pray that you will guide me through my life and to live life to the fullest and eventually get whoever is meant for me... I promise will not bear any grudge against anyone for too long no matter what happens to me! And I will of cos treasure everything you had blessed me with! Amen!
What I pray for today is that I want my first --- second hand upright piano, which will cost about 1500 +-+- I am selling my old psp and trying to get tutoring job for sec 1-4 to get the money....
losing my grip. [3:57 PM]
The Five Love Languages
My primary love language is probably
Words of Affirmation
with a secondary love language being
Quality Time.Complete set of results
Words of Affirmation: 9 Quality Time: 8 Physical Touch: 7 Acts of Service: 6 Receiving Gifts: 0 Information
Unhappiness in relationships, according to Dr. Gary Chapman, is often due to the fact that we speak different love languages. Sometimes we don't understand our partner's requirements, or even our own. We all have a "love tank" that needs to be filled in order for us to express love to others, but there are different means by which our tank can be filled, and there are different ways that we can express love to others.
Take the quiz
losing my grip. [11:58 PM]
Today is a very normal Monday... I guess I dun need to elaborate on what is normal bahz... Hahax... or else it would be too wordy... :P
losing my grip. [11:37 PM]
Hi all... Sorry I didnt had time to post my happenings since friday up onto my blog because I reached home very late at night and I am very busy... Hahax... However, I have had my best bday.... This is the first time I had so many people wishing me birthday and celebrating it with me... singing happy bday song... :) Hehex... Lets recount... Labels: recounts :P 15-17 may 2009
Friday 15th May 2009
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This is my bday... I had my usual 8-10 am nsm lesson... den aft that mel , sue, waiyu and me go FC4 to eat... till abt 11.30 den me n mel left cos I had my bbdc lesson ... Hahax... During my BBDC lesson, I realised that I had not driven for quite some time alr due to the loss of my IC... whenever I start moving the car, I always tend to put a bit too much on the accelerator and there is a "VROOM!!! " sound... its not even and there was little coordination on the clutch ... the reason is that I dare not release the clutch too much cos i stepped on the accerator too much... and it was not at its biting point.... Thank god I had fixed that problem during the lesson... hahax... and also the change of gear to gear 3... Will be covering gear 4 and abv on the road next lesson if i do well :P Hehes... Aft my BBDC lesson, I took 188 to cck and met up with mel and went with him to woodlands.. (we were intending to go to the party world there) We waited for sue there for abt half hr den we went to KTV... sad to say, woodlands' outlet ran outta rooms so we had to go to yishun outlet... it was a hazzle but we really enjoyed it... hahas... thanks to mel and sue, they paid for my entrance fee because its my birthday... Thanks a lot ya!!! Hehex.... Aft that we went to KFC to have our dinner and from there we headed for home! :P
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Sat 16th May 09
At last I had a chance to go back to teens... there had been no service for 2 weeks alr... Hehes... I was given a surprise siah... Aft service, i went to toilet and when i came out, lily was at the door with a birthday cake and a candle... although only lily and daryl from our cg were there, the rest of the teens sang happy birthday to me also... Hahax... I was super pleased lahz :) hahax... this is really my FIRST time ever in my entire life having such a wonderful birthday!!!!! Wahahahaax..!! then again at the food centre where we sat together, the teens suddenly sang happy birthday to me again!! Wahahax... and passed me a birthday card containing everyone's wishes and signature for me... :P hahax... I will scan and upload it if i have the time... hahax... Thanks a lot to all the teens for making my 19th birthday such a memorable one!! :) I am starting to feel a belonging to my church even though there is no family members with me in my church.... Hahax... Thank god!! :) Wahahax... Aft eating, i went home and just just nice ready to watch boys over flowers introduced by melvin(Which I promised him to watch) Hahax... the show is nice wor... abt a school for rich ppl and there is a bully grp called F4... hahax... thats my lovely saturday!~
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Sunday 17th May 2009
Today went to church as per normal... actually I told uncle patrick not to fetch me there de... cos I think its really isnt good to be taking his car at this point of time even on the account that he is my good fren... but then becos today his car got a lot of empty seats, I got the chance... Thanks to uncle patrick lor... Hehes... I think i really owe him lots of favors since I knew him... Hahax... Thank god for everything bahz... :P Aft church, grace, roy, john, eugene and me went to mount favor to scout the area for some upcoming church event... Hehes...its fun sia... but its tiring of cos... we started walking from vivo... then end up at buono vista that NUH there 4+ hrs later... we passedmy many places... Frm mount fabor, to telok blangah .. to fort canning and many others before we finished scouting the whole place... hahax... we saw monkeys and squirrels there too... hahax.... Too long to elaborate everything but were really very very tired after that.... We took a bus(I forgot which) to jurong to have our dinner, then we headed for home! Jurong entertainment is closed!!! bring back good memories siah... hais... sad sia...
losing my grip. [10:31 PM]
Hmms... Just wanna make a quick summary of myself of what I think of myself now...
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I am
-Decisive towards certain people but choose not to decide towards certain click of people
-I am definitely not thick-skinned by the way I am... but then, when I am determined, I can do anything just to try to achieve my goals ya :P (unless I get discouraged)
-Quiet when in a group... but quite sociable when together with 1-2 people
-someone who can forgive people easily... but forgetting is a bit harder... but i will of cos try my best...(I was not like that in the past)
-doesnt really always look at negative things of my past... However, the same thing happening to me in future will still remind me of em...
-Willing to dedicate my whole heart for someone who is worthy of my love and of cos, she must be the person I love.
-a person who believes that everything is possible through god's grace.
-an emotional person...
-eventually 19
:P
overall, I am someone who can adapt to circumstances.... :P
losing my grip. [1:05 AM]
Tml is my birthday... :P Mel and Susanty said they want to treat me go sing karaoke tmr... :) so good ... but I really dun quite know how to sing X_X Btw, tmr I got my driving lesson at 12.20... sue also have her GEMS... so aga aga arond there release... then we will go... I ask mel sit in my BBDC car tml he duwan sia... hahax... nobody pei me go lesson b4... ZzZzZzzz.. lols... Okie lahz... gng 19 tmr!! Woohoo!!! Time flies yah!!!
losing my grip. [9:29 PM]
I got 90 percent for both my Lab test and Quiz today.... Thank god! :P Lucky last fri I got study with mel...wahahahax... Btw, I dun quite like the MAD teacher... I think he lacks care and concern for pupils... His teaching is not bad... but what we expect of him is not to be so ignorant about our grades and stuff... Show more care to the students ya... :P Dun everything also say... I can do nothing about it... but in fact, the other lecturers can ... I dun like to criticize people but then this is what I feel ya... no offense... :(
losing my grip. [9:49 PM]
Hais... What to do now sia... hais...ltr got quiz + lab test... now no mood to study... zzz... Hais... I just hope that what u all dun like me to do just tell me straight bahz.... hais... or else i rly dun know what to do now liao.... Hais.... Btw, I am not a thick-skinned person .... Hais.... I strive for what i want... but then... the conditions of things now are like totally hopeless for me... what exactly had I done wrong? why must you treat me like this?!?!?!? I really dun understand... Hais...
losing my grip. [1:19 PM]
Hmms... I had been searching many kinds of websites for tests of my personality... and I had found 1 interesting webby to get it done... Woots... so happy :P Its really too many for me to post up today but I am very glad I can learn to know myself more... Hahax... No matter who eventually would end up with me, be it her or not her, I will let god decide for me ... It takes two hands to clap ya! :P but I really want to do my part to treasure my partner no matter what!!! :P I gonna study more about love relations( my General Elective Module) in school... Hehes... Through there, I would know more about how to maintain my r/s in future and never fail.... and I am also gotta take up phychology next sem.... Hehes... emotions of people are real impt... hehex... Today is mother's day... In church service, I really realised that we humans dont really cherish what we have currently... its onli when we lost them then we come to regret it... Hais... I dun need a gf to satisfy any of my physical desires... I just need someone who could really be serious and willing to not give up on me no matter what happens... Someone who is always there even when I turn ugly or met with accidents.... Someone who is willing to go through thick and thin together with me... Someone whom I can really trust to put my whole life in... Is it really that hard?? Btw, I dun believe in love at first sight... Yes... you may like someone easily... but then.... its just a liking... and what you are looking at is appearance and personality in front of others... True love takes quite a lot of time to cultivate... Its a two way process.... I just hope that I would have come to my senses by now and stop thinking too much.... (Although I cant help it) ... Leave it to god bahz... I dun bear any grudges really ... so if possible please do befriend me again... you are still very impt to me even until now... cos you are the one who changed my life... even as a friend, you are special... Sometimes, I just really feel like crying... hais.... :( I am really lonely now... How I wished I had someone whom I can share my feelings with... The feeling is real bad.... :( Btw, Melvin... you are a very good friend... hahax... its onli when problems crop up then suddenly u realise who are the people who would stand up for you.... :)
losing my grip. [11:38 PM]
Today's happenings is average... As usual, uncle patick sent to to church... (A million thanks to him ) hahax.... after church, I went for lunch with HT3 , cher young , alisha.. bla bla bla... hahax... then after that we went to KAPT underground and play NF with cy... woots... Alisha was doing her maths ... I helped her a bit ...hahax... cant believe that I am already on the verge of forgetting my cos rule soon... (heng never forget) hahax... long time nv do sec 4 maths liao... woots... I jus love teaching people... its like my passion :P hehes... Tmr is another school day for me!! No holiday for poly students :( but who cares... its still better than staying at home alone, which is super boring... Btw, I believe that god will someday make things happen again... :) I know the situation now is devastating... but I had to bear with it... :P
losing my grip. [6:40 PM]
Hi all ... Now to update my past few days :P Being carefree and not thinking so much really works a lot... Hahax... enjoying the pleasures of life that god had granted us.... Why bother so much abt your future when god has it all planned for you... Hahax... Now ... recounting... I didnt have bible study on thurs evening because Lily got something on... Thus, I went straight home to put down my lappy and stuff then head off to "lollipop" organised my my school with Susanty and Jerry... hahax...Friday, which is yesterday.. Melvin came to my house to revise our maths and MAD ... hahax.. I really love studying with him... hahax... He stayed at my house till 2am... cos he live very near to me... He also transfered me quite an amount of Korean music MVs and performance ... super nice sia... Tohoshinki , Wonder Girls and SNSD de... Woots... Overall... Nobody by wonder girls is super nice siah... hahax... followed by Tohoshinki songs... hahax... and GEE by SNSD... :P Today is vesak day.. no church... so sien sia.... hahax... whole day at home facebook, blog , one piece... (ep317) catching up real fast :P Hope next week would also be a smooth week for me ...
losing my grip. [9:41 PM]
Life is just like a roller-coaster ride... Sometimes very happy and sometimes very sad... Hahax... Actually speaking, I really dont know abt gals' emotions in the past... hahahax... I always thought if I prove to her that she is very impt to me, the gal will do the same to me... hahax... Sorry la.. cos i really want her to treat me like that... Hahax... I didnt expect gals to be scared off and away... Hahax... Now I know!! Hahax... Anyways... I just treat my gf they way i want her to treat me... exactly... and expecting her to treat me the exact same way... My approach is obviously wrong.. hahax... No matter what happens now, I will have to bear all the consequences for not knowing too well about gals... hahax... Yes!! She is obviously Very Impt to me even till now... Jolene!! Hais... I told god that I really wanna to have a golden chance to prove my love for her someday.... Yes.. I may seem very emotional when it comes to separating... but thats me... that time my old china tenant left me den I also cried for quite some time... cos she was just like a gan-ma to me :) Hais... Jolene, you are not like any other gal... every time i see you, I am very happy ya noe! Hahax... Love is everlasting... :P That time I was analysing, and that somehow I think god told me that I do need to love myself and god before I can love anyone.... and I think I am also very impt to myself de... Although I say i may do stupid things, I dun think i will ever have the courage to even do that de... cos ending a life is eternal and its against god's will.... its just like losing my 8-years long close friend sui how... Because of a small one-day quarrel, at that time I was too childish and said stupid things like "From today onwards, you are not my friend anymore" and I really regretted it... He is also a very good friend to me... Hais... After so many lessons, by now , I already know what life is like.... :) Hehex... all I can blame is myself for everything... Jolene is a very good gf! I really hope that someday, her efforts wouldnt go un-rewarded!! God bless!!! P.S. I love god and myself too ! :) Labels: My feelings~~
losing my grip. [9:58 PM]
Swine Flu arhh!! Hahax... Suks sia... Entering my school now is such a pain... everytime also mus show them my student admin card first de... But then still... no lecturers will care about whether exactly we have swince flu or not... the whole things seems to be like... just for show only... hahax... who cares anyways... poly lecturers are like that de.... mus adapt de... hahax.... Woots... I know some things are not meant to be said... but I dun really feel very well nowadays :(
losing my grip. [1:00 PM]
losing my grip. [11:26 PM]
Hey all!! Many many thingy thingy tu update wor! Just watched X-men With my Cg...super nice sia... maybe u guys may want to give it a try :P Hehex.... Life in school suks... Especially the MAD module.... The teacher hack care hack care de... Our class dun have class rep mahz... so when it cameto ordering books, I volunteered to help out... The teacher told me it is at the co-op shop... But I always see it closed everyday last week from monday to friday... den i feedbacked to him... then he say... I see it open leh... but when I go, it is still closed.... den eventually, one malay classmate pointed out... its not Co-Op shop, its the shop beside Food Court 3 offering photocopying services... and I was like Diaox... I went everyday to check if the co-op shop would be open den 1 week later den realised that it is not co-op shop... Was super- pissed with the teacher that week luh... but then its ok now... Forgive n forget bahz... Hahax... Just pray that he wont be so ignorant.... Care more about us pls... Its the mere duty of a lecturer...
Besides... I found 1 verse in the bible that means a lot
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1st cor chap 13 :) memorised the chapter liao X_X
Verse 1-3
If i speak in the tongues of mortals and of angels, but do not have love, I am a noisy gong or a clanging cymbal. And if I have prophetic powers, and understand all mysteries and all knowledge, and if I have all faith,so as to remove mountains, but do not have love, i am nothing. If I give away all my possessions , and if i hand over my body so that i may boast, but donot have love, i gain nothing
This verses shows that without love, everything that you do is totally useless... Even if u have all the powers in the world, u also cannot do anything worthwhile... If you are a husband, love your wife before u do anything for her. If you are giving offerings to god, love him before u give... If you are helping a friend solve his emotional problems , learn to love him/her first... Only with love, things and actions may then prove to be meaningful! :P
Verse 4-8
Love is patient. Love is Kind. Love is not envious or boastful or arrogant or rude. It does not insist on its own way. It is not irritable or resentful. It does not rejoice in wrongdoings, but rejoices in the truth. It bears all things, believes all things, endures all things. Love never ends.But for prophecies, they will come to an end.as for tongues, it will cease. as for knowledge,it will come to an end
Thus through these verses, we can conclude that unlike knowledge,prophecy or even praying, true love does not come to an end no matter what... :P Love is kind. It does not consist of boasting,arrogance ,rudeness or any other motives.... Love is even more powerful than prayer and words.... Have the love for god and your love ones and the actions will come automatically... :P Love your family and partner! Love god! For true love will not fade but words and actions will ! :P
losing my grip. [10:37 PM]
