Life is just like a roller-coaster ride... Sometimes very happy and sometimes very sad... Hahax... Actually speaking, I really dont know abt gals' emotions in the past... hahahax... I always thought if I prove to her that she is very impt to me, the gal will do the same to me... hahax... Sorry la.. cos i really want her to treat me like that... Hahax... I didnt expect gals to be scared off and away... Hahax... Now I know!! Hahax... Anyways... I just treat my gf they way i want her to treat me... exactly... and expecting her to treat me the exact same way... My approach is obviously wrong.. hahax... No matter what happens now, I will have to bear all the consequences for not knowing too well about gals... hahax... Yes!! She is obviously Very Impt to me even till now... Jolene!! Hais... I told god that I really wanna to have a golden chance to prove my love for her someday.... Yes.. I may seem very emotional when it comes to separating... but thats me... that time my old china tenant left me den I also cried for quite some time... cos she was just like a gan-ma to me :) Hais... Jolene, you are not like any other gal... every time i see you, I am very happy ya noe! Hahax... Love is everlasting... :P That time I was analysing, and that somehow I think god told me that I do need to love myself and god before I can love anyone.... and I think I am also very impt to myself de... Although I say i may do stupid things, I dun think i will ever have the courage to even do that de... cos ending a life is eternal and its against god's will.... its just like losing my 8-years long close friend sui how... Because of a small one-day quarrel, at that time I was too childish and said stupid things like "From today onwards, you are not my friend anymore" and I really regretted it... He is also a very good friend to me... Hais... After so many lessons, by now , I already know what life is like.... :) Hehex... all I can blame is myself for everything... Jolene is a very good gf! I really hope that someday, her efforts wouldnt go un-rewarded!! God bless!!! P.S. I love god and myself too ! :) Labels: My feelings~~
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*My Name : Goh Chang Hua
*Birthdate : 15 May 1990
*School : Singapore Polytechnic
*Email : changhua90.08@ichat.sp.edu.sg
.:. Loves .:.
*The lord my saviour!
*People who possess good attitude
*Playing interesting computer/console games
.:. Hates .:.
*Smokers
*Betrayers
*Freeloaders in project groups
*Being Alone especially at home
.:. Memory Lane .:.
April 2009
May 2009
June 2009
July 2009
August 2009
September 2009
October 2009
November 2009
December 2009
January 2010
February 2010
March 2010
.:. Links .:.
*Benjamin Tan
*BiSi
*Cecelia Tay
*Cher Ying
*Daryl Ho
*Ivy tio
*Joannie
*Lim Waiyu
*Melvin Lee
*Melvin Tsang
*NaiXin
*Qiyun
*RuiXin
*Serene Ng
*Tan HuiLing
.:. Credits .:.
About ChangHua
- 90 percent Melancholic and 10 percent Phlegmatic.
- I stay out of bad company
- I choose my friends
- Very reflective and thus very emotional
- A little indecisive at times
- Perfectionist
- Introvert
Welcome to Changhua's Blog.
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