Today!
- Woke up by my "Auto wake up at 7am" disease
- Very not used to being so free all of a sudden
- Very emotional
- Bible study at 6.30pm KAPT later :)
Thoughts and feelings
Eh hey aargh.. I know what I wanted and I know where I am going in life. But then sometimes I just ask myself, its definitely not wrong to love someone and then hor why am I like this? Yes! I do love someone and I think maybe she is only 50 percent sure I am referring to her. Just see my facebook and you would roughly know who I am refering to already. Its so easy to guess :) haha.. When I write notes in fb, I would always tag that same person...
losing my grip. [12:59 PM]
Yesterday is the last day of my exam.. So glad eh.. FINALLY can relax and everything le.. Hahax... Btw, ytd aftermaths I went down to Sim Lim with melvin as promised to buy his HDD player, which will be able to play all formats of videos on the tv from the HDD.. Another classmate, Shee Han also wanted to see china phone, so she tag along with us. A few days ago on Monday Melvin and I already went to Sim Lim and saw that at one of the shops, a Singaporean Sales man is selling the video player that melvin wanted. 50 dollars for HD-ready player and 70 dollars for Full HD player. thats why melvin wanted to go ytd to get the full HD player which is proclaimed to be able to play all formats. However, yesterday, When we went to that same shop, An MIC (Made in China) salesman was selling the same products. When we reached the shop, a Typical Singaporean was asking how it works , as u know Singaporeans are more kiasu and more weary about the lousy china products. Then the China Salesman is like very "YAYA" and didnt seem to be so interested in explaining how it works. Then the Sinngaporean customer said in chinese with a smile : "You like that can come Singapore do business ah?" Then the MIC salesman replied in chinese with a smile also : "Of course! Why cant I?" Then despite all these, after the Singaporean customer went away, We approached the MIC salesman and asked : "can we try the player?" Cos I asked mel to bring along his HDD with videos to try out first .. MIC products eh.. LOW QUALITY! So MUST try first. He let us try and guess what, the HD-ready player cannot play certain avi formats den the MIC man gave some excuses and say the format isnt right and another player can play everything. So OKAY , we went and try that. Really it works.
So we went and asked for the price . The MIC salesman said that the HD-ready player costs 70 (which is actually 50 when we went on Monday) and the full-HD player costs 100 (which is supposed to be 70) I remembered the price but I dare not say because I am in front of the MIC man. THEN the so called "Can play every format" player costs 180!! WTH!!!! What a scam... On monday, the salesman claimed that the 50 dollar1 can play everything.. now onli can play a few formats and then the one which can play all formats costs 180!
I know Melvin sure very despo for the player so I asked: "Can we have a discount?" Then he say he only can sell to us at 170 cos he going to close shop soon. I asked Melvin again ... "ARE YOU SURE YOU WANT TO BUY?" cos i know it isnt really right already. He wanted so okay he went to pay for it via nets. GUESS WHAT HE TYPED 173.. Then I asked : where the 3 dollars came from? then he said its nets fee... WAHLAO! MIC MAN WITH BAD ATTITUDE! Okay never mind.
OkAY SAME MAN WITH SAME ATTITUDE AH. SHEE HAN ASKED THE PRICE FOR SOME CHINA PHONE COS SHE WANTED TO BUY. THEN, THE SAME MIC MAN SAID: "240 INCLUDE EXTRA BATTERY POUCHAND SCREEN PROTECTER. " AND THEN WHEN WE WENT DOWNSTAIRS AND SAW THE SAME PHONE, iT ONLI COSTS 185 WITH THE 4GB KINGSTON MICRO SD. WTH MIC SCAM MAN IN SIM LIM SQUARE.
Now you know why I am so weary about all these MIC people? Hais...
Nothing to say about these pple anymore.
Just hope that they would change.. Or else I tell you they wouldnt go far!
losing my grip. [9:50 AM]
I m free now so heres some updates :)
Studies
- Last paper this wed! after that I am FREE! WOOHOO!
Music life
- Lots and lots of things more for me to struggle with
- tried playing 2 octaves of C key with both hands today. I cant believe that its so hard. But it really is. (especially with the metronome!)
- Changing of chords are okay. Just need more practise and patience.
- Guitar strumming not yet mastered
My life
Well. Its just that same feeling... Hais... Sometimes I think I am just a coward. Everything also dun dare to speak up. Well, if anything goes wrong, I only had myself to blame. Goh Chang Hua PLEASE WAKE UP!
losing my grip. [11:39 PM]
Updates Updates :)
Studies
-All projects finished
-2 more exams to go.
-Nsm exam today
-Maths exam next wed..
The rest will update soon.. :) hahax..
losing my grip. [3:37 PM]
Well lets update update ! :)
Studies
- Long report almost done
- Mad Project 40 percent done only... still need to do servlet and data store~! Help!
- Flash project havent touch as at yet. cos dun know how to start. same goes to most of my classmates :)
- Next thurs - Maths Quiz
- Next fri - Nsm test
- Next next wed - Maths final exam
Wah... This stressed! see la... so if u guys think poly is slack, think again ! :)
My life
Today went for driving lesson. diaox sia the instructor was sleeping in the car as I was driving. But then my concentration level for today isnt high also. Cos i was deep in thought about a certain someone. Hahax.. Whilst the instructor was closing his eyes to sleep as I stopped at a traffic light junction , suddenly, a motorcycle stopped beside us! Guess what! Its the instructor in charge of our driving group. I think he is out to spot check. Hahax... Kana caught red-handed sia. The guy waved and smiled to me and pointed to my instructor, who was sleeping.. I didnt really know how to react, so i just smiled back and my instructor kept on sleeping. funny sia.... I think hes gonna get it after work... haha... pity him! Hais
My feelings
Hmm... I just know I have some deep feelings but I just don't have the courage to say out. I just hope that somewhere soon, I would have a chance to express it. I just wanna say that what I am doing is never because of anyone else or because of a purpose. Only god knows my feelings now..
losing my grip. [5:40 PM]
Hana Yori Dango 2 is super touching... Made me cry every time I watch the same part over and over... Is it that I am too emotional? Maybe... hahax... :P Love is just amazing ya... especially when both parties love each other dearly!! going through thick and thin together... :) Hahax... Love is never considered love when it comes with a motive or without sincerity... Hahax... :)
Gotta be super busy tmr to next week.... but I am still spending time for god and fellowship no matter what!
Sometimes I just want to say something very much but too afraid of rejection...
Sometimes I just want to learn more but I dare not ask
Sometimes I am just dun dare to ask so much when inside of me, I just want to.. I just want to!
Sometimes I just just want to do things so badly and I just cannot voice out..
Sometimes I just want to get closer to others but then I am afraid they would think that I do it for a purpose but actually I know truely well that I am not..
My piriorities
1st - God
2nd - The one I love and myself
3rd - My cg people / my family
losing my grip. [9:58 PM]
This is week 16 of the semester... Semester is ending at week 18 ... so only 2 more weeks to go... 2 more weeks for my classmates and I to complete Flash game, MAD midlet and long Report.... Semestral exam would be after week 18...and I am sort of worried about my maths too... normal distribution and binomial distribution... My prediction is that I would be super super busy next week and next next week... after that would be studying for my maths exam and after that, I am totally free for 7weeks of long holidays... The projects are giving me a headache but i know I had the holy spirit within me... :) Hehes... My traffic police test would be on 11/9/09 ... I just wish that I would pass my first attempt and get my driving licence.... As for my piano, I am progressing slowly... but constantly... by forcing myself to practice at least 4 bars of sight reading every time I am free at home... I just feel that I need more encouragement towards my music stuff... Hais... Lord I just pray that everything would go fine and I would be able to end this semester well with good grades...
losing my grip. [8:27 PM]
To-Do list
-MAD project
-Long report
-Flash Game project
Upcoming Events
-Nsm test (21 Aug)
-Maths Exam (26 Aug)
-Driving Test (11 Sep)
Update more soon.. *Faint*
losing my grip. [12:22 PM]
Busy week busy week eh! Hahax.... Wed --> chiong NSM project till 4am... thurs--> chiong NSM report friday --> went out for midnight movie .... Busy seh... Friday is sorta a bad day siah...Phone ran out of batt in the morning when i m in sch... and then i was like supposed to sms everyone regarding the friday fellowship... And guess what... I missed out on a few ppl when i forward my smses ! whoops!! Super guilty la ...wahlao! Zzzzz... I dun quite used to using my phone ba... I thought I sent to all le but actually i only sent to some .... Windows mobile so hard to use sia...Zzzz ... So guilty sia... Ruixin actually want come de... den I din msg her!! Aiya... lucky she dint rly blame me... hehes!!! :P ANyways , tmr i wld be gng for FOP .... Hehes... My life had started afresh and I know what I am heading for already...If Satan ever reminds me of my past, I will remind him of his future! I would never let my past affect my future and I am sure that I would learn from my mistakes every time I fall :)
losing my grip. [11:23 PM]
*My Name : Goh Chang Hua
*Birthdate : 15 May 1990
*School : Singapore Polytechnic
*Email : changhua90.08@ichat.sp.edu.sg
.:. Loves .:.
*The lord my saviour!
*People who possess good attitude
*Playing interesting computer/console games
.:. Hates .:.
*Smokers
*Betrayers
*Freeloaders in project groups
*Being Alone especially at home
.:. Memory Lane .:.
April 2009
May 2009
June 2009
July 2009
August 2009
September 2009
October 2009
November 2009
December 2009
January 2010
February 2010
March 2010
.:. Links .:.
*Benjamin Tan
*BiSi
*Cecelia Tay
*Cher Ying
*Daryl Ho
*Ivy tio
*Joannie
*Lim Waiyu
*Melvin Lee
*Melvin Tsang
*NaiXin
*Qiyun
*RuiXin
*Serene Ng
*Tan HuiLing
.:. Credits .:.
About ChangHua
- 90 percent Melancholic and 10 percent Phlegmatic.
- I stay out of bad company
- I choose my friends
- Very reflective and thus very emotional
- A little indecisive at times
- Perfectionist
- Introvert
Welcome to Changhua's Blog.
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