Sometimes, I just wonder what I should do or react towards certain things.
Love works only if both parties love each other for who they are and not because of just trying to love someone back just because that person love u a lot. It wont work at all.
Today, one of my friend told me that she is going out with some guy and that guy is like having feelings for her but she does have any for him. That reminds me about how I am feeling towards someone else. I do love someone, but dun know whether she love me back or not. I think I would feel most blessed if ever the person whom I love also love me back as much :) I think this would be my greatest blessing in life and it would make my life very very meaningful and interesting.
I am no longer to be like last time, I dun want to love someone who had no feeling for me. I dun want to fall in love alone because I had such bad experiences before and I dont want history to repeat itself again! I wont accept someone who loves me but I dun like and similarly, I dun want people to agree to be my partner just because I love her. Single sided love is very miserable. And I dun want it to happen again!
Whenever I think about this everytime, it really makes me feel really bad. I want to do more things for her but I dun know what to do as I dun know she love me or not. I am not someone who can take love that easily and just for fun. Because I live life to love and be loved both by god and my partner and thus, I take love very seriously. I dun want to go into a relationship again with no idea whether my partner also love me back or not.
So far only two people know who I am referring to... haha.. Siew Choo is the smartest sia. Straight away guess correct sia.. Since its correct I also dun want to lie to her... hahax... So I told her the truth.
I already know what I want in my life. :) I just need god's grace to be with me ... So close yet so far.
losing my grip. [10:47 PM]
*My Name : Goh Chang Hua
*Birthdate : 15 May 1990
*School : Singapore Polytechnic
*Email : changhua90.08@ichat.sp.edu.sg
.:. Loves .:.
*The lord my saviour!
*People who possess good attitude
*Playing interesting computer/console games
.:. Hates .:.
*Smokers
*Betrayers
*Freeloaders in project groups
*Being Alone especially at home
.:. Memory Lane .:.
April 2009
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October 2009
November 2009
December 2009
January 2010
February 2010
March 2010
.:. Links .:.
*Benjamin Tan
*BiSi
*Cecelia Tay
*Cher Ying
*Daryl Ho
*Ivy tio
*Joannie
*Lim Waiyu
*Melvin Lee
*Melvin Tsang
*NaiXin
*Qiyun
*RuiXin
*Serene Ng
*Tan HuiLing
.:. Credits .:.
About ChangHua
- 90 percent Melancholic and 10 percent Phlegmatic.
- I stay out of bad company
- I choose my friends
- Very reflective and thus very emotional
- A little indecisive at times
- Perfectionist
- Introvert
Welcome to Changhua's Blog.
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