Monday, November 16, 2009
.:. Life is getting Boring .:.
Life is getting more boring and miserable for me! I thought that I had became optimistic after being through serious problems with my life a few months ago... but in fact, I am still who I am. I am born to be a melancholic!
I am a person who do not really "Befriend" anyone or everyone. I only choose the people who are worthy to be my friends! The ones who encourage you when you are in trouble and those who possess good personalities. Thus, my social circle is very very small. and friends whom I respect are important to me. How they feel affects me.
One bad habit of mine is that I always do not express my true feelings out correctly! For example, if there is someone whose character as a friend that I do not like(Eg.Ppl who smoke, ppl who have bad attitute), I would not show any symptoms of hate or any usual feeling or bad attitute. Instead, I would just stay normal and do nothing about it. However, I would feel very uncomfortable when these type of people get close to me. & vice-versa. I know its bad to stay away from bad company and I would just try my best not to!
I really got many many things to say. There are so many stress within me. :( and I do not feel good at all. Knocking out one of my most important dreams is just merely rendering my life to be very aimless!
losing my grip. [1:57 PM]
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