Today I just cleared a huge mystery in my heart today... Hahax... I really thank the other party for being so honest about everything. After my first experience in a relationship, I had realised that I need to be sure that both parties must really love each other for it to be successful and that what is truly yours would be yours cos the lord had already prepared everything for us :) So no matter what, I would just like to praise the lord for everything! :) Hahax... As for that person, I really thank god that she was very honest about it. Hahax... Thank god yeah!! :) Its really by god's grace that she is so nice and honest. and its my honor to know such a person. Hahax..
LOVE
What is love? The definition of love in a relationship is really getting blurer and blurer each day. I only know that what I wanted in my partner is to love me no matter what! And after my first bad experience in a relationship, I really wanted to know that the person whom I admire would like me back before I do anything. But its very hard to know whether a person really likes you or not. Thus, in the end, I am so afraid of doing anything to please the person and ended up acting wierd! And when I am acting wierd, I really do feel uneasy and wanted the uneasyness to go away. In the end, I am really doing nothing about my love life and what bad impression I had made of myself. Hais. Sometimes, I just question myself! What should I do? How should I react? I really cant live without love but then if whenever I like someone, I aint doing a thing about anything, theres no where I can go. Love cannot be forced. Its very hard to find someone that you love who loves you back too. But I believe that god will entrust a partner to me soon. A partner whom i love and truly loves me! A partner who have lots of faith in god... I wanna have a car a flat and most importantly, start a good family.
losing my grip. [12:07 AM]
*My Name : Goh Chang Hua
*Birthdate : 15 May 1990
*School : Singapore Polytechnic
*Email : changhua90.08@ichat.sp.edu.sg
.:. Loves .:.
*The lord my saviour!
*People who possess good attitude
*Playing interesting computer/console games
.:. Hates .:.
*Smokers
*Betrayers
*Freeloaders in project groups
*Being Alone especially at home
.:. Memory Lane .:.
April 2009
May 2009
June 2009
July 2009
August 2009
September 2009
October 2009
November 2009
December 2009
January 2010
February 2010
March 2010
.:. Links .:.
*Benjamin Tan
*BiSi
*Cecelia Tay
*Cher Ying
*Daryl Ho
*Ivy tio
*Joannie
*Lim Waiyu
*Melvin Lee
*Melvin Tsang
*NaiXin
*Qiyun
*RuiXin
*Serene Ng
*Tan HuiLing
.:. Credits .:.
About ChangHua
- 90 percent Melancholic and 10 percent Phlegmatic.
- I stay out of bad company
- I choose my friends
- Very reflective and thus very emotional
- A little indecisive at times
- Perfectionist
- Introvert
Welcome to Changhua's Blog.
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