Tuesday, December 29, 2009
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Tag Replies as at 29 December 2009
To QiYun A.K.A Xiaoyun:
My life's been very very boring as its holidays and also quite stressful and I had many many stuff to worry about. :( Life isn't a bed of roses eh .. No matter what, we must pull through! Jiayous to you! Hahax...
To HongHui:
Hahax! Long time no contact le! Didn't know that you would come to my blog.. Hahax.. Welcome! :) You can leave down ur blog link if u want me to link you :)
losing my grip. [11:24 PM]
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Monday, December 28, 2009
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My mind is really in a big mess now!
My cg-Leader is going to make me a co-worker.. :(
Its not that I dun want to serve la... But then... Based on my own personal traits and character,I dont think I am fit and suitable to become one.
being a co-worker means that you have the responsibility to lead and befriend new friends.
I am very happy n willing to help to accompany new friends but being my personal friend is something else!
Problem is :
Firstly,
I do not accept everyone as my own personal friend as I hold some expectations of my friends and even myself! I dislike smokers, pple who gamble, drink, scold vulgarities or possess Lup Sup Attitude~! Whenever I see pple with bad attitude, I just get turned off.. The straight feeling that comes up next is to block and keep away from that person! There is NO way I could accept someone with bad attitude! Similarly, I hold the same expectations of myself!
Secondly,
I am not a people's person! I prefer to stay alone or only with my respected friends! I am an introvert!
Thirdly,
I feel that I already can barely take up my own stress limit... Not to say about helping others when you cannot even take care of yourself... I feel that my life is already very chaotic. Although I always remind myself that god is good, god arranges everything to happen for a reason, I am ultimately, still an emotional person..
losing my grip. [1:30 AM]
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Sunday, December 13, 2009
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"It hurts to love someone and not be loved in return.
But what is more painful is to love someone and never
find the courage to let that person know how you feel."
"A sad thing in life is when you meet someone who
means a lot to you, only to find out in the end that it was
never meant to be and you just have to let go."
Sometimes, I really hated my life... but then, I cannot waste away the life which god gave me... cuz I am living it for him! I dont blame god for anything... I just blame myself for being so useless!
losing my grip. [1:49 AM]
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Tuesday, December 1, 2009
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My life is so miserable! There is not a time when I am free from worries. I really dont want to be like this. I hate my life. I feel so directionless right now! Hais.. I had so many expectations in life. But none of them is near at all. I just feel so discouraged. Hais..
losing my grip. [10:38 AM]
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