Thursday, January 7, 2010
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Feeling so down!
Sometimes I knew something wouldnt happen but I would just go and see it everyday... I really hate myself for being so useless! Nothings wrong with anyone... Its just all my fault for the dumb feeling I am having now!
Was having a conversation with my classmates and we happened to get into that subject. Those who never been through pain before will NEVER know! After the first time getting hurt in a relationship, I knew that love must be double sided! Or else, it would be very painful.. Love is to give and not to recieve. If anyone goes into a relationship to recieve... example.. To be pampered.. or have any other motive, I seriously think its really unfair to the other party. This type of r/s is really unhealthy and if both of them still doesnt want to change their mindset to give instead of recieve, it would eventually fall apart in due time! Sooner or later!
Well! Anyways, If you really like someone, you would not want anything from him/her. Just be loved back can satisfy everything! On the other hand, sometimes you just feel that you wanna give!
Hais! I feel that when I really likes someone, I would keep looking at their profile online! Even though I knew the other party dont have feelings for me. Hais. Its all my fault for all these! I just feel bad. I had been through all these before and I knew love cannot be forced. Hais! Cant help it but keep on thinking about it! :(
Love is patient. Love is Kind. It does not envy. It does not boast.It is not proud. It is not rude. It is not self-seeking. It is not easily angered. It is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs. Love does not delight in evil but rejoices in the truth. It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres. Love never fails. And now these three remain: faith, hope and love. But the greatest of these is love. -- 1 Cor 13-4-13
losing my grip. [1:21 AM]
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