Tuesday, January 12, 2010
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I really wanted to go for OITP ... but my mum dun want to spon me go... So sad... :( I hate it when i really wanted to learn something more and i was not given the chance :( 6 weeks in china's largest telecom company eh! Comfirm will learn a lot de loh :( hais... SP subsidise half the fees.. but it still comes up to 1600 sgd payable by cash only :( thats a lot... hais... how i wished i could study with no worries about my school fees... :(
I want to improve more on my piano now when i still have a chance to have lessons... :( my parents are not surportive at all :( What i feel is that parents have the responsibility to take care of their children's education and learning needs and most importantly, be surpportive and encourage me instead of putting more weight on my shoulders by asking me pay for everything myself and asking me to stop my piano lessons... and not be so money minded about everything... money is important, but if you let money decide whether you can do something, you are not going anywhere!
From young, I had not been close with my parents as I was brought up by my maternal grandmother and xiaoyi.. who doted on me perhaps a lot more than my parents. But thank god it was like this and therefore,I was able to come to church and know christ. :D
losing my grip. [11:33 PM]
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