Monday, January 4, 2010
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Its 2009!!
Wahahaha! I am glad I am one year older! Meaning that I am 1 year closer to my dreams!
**DROOLING**
I want my own car!!!
I dont know how long its gonna take for me to come out to work... Its at least 3 years away from now! :( But I believe that when I ask him for anything, It would be given to me! Wahahahahax!
**Sharing some of my thoughts**
Life had never been easy for me these past few months! I had broken dreams and many many other stuff to worry about... I feel that I had almost hit my stress limit and I am definitely going through depression! Hais! Had a good talk with Cloud, a new friend whom I met in church. I shared with him about the major thing that had been hindering me for the past two months and I feel a bit more relieved.
He also shared with me about his life. Imagine if my bro is to be beaten up, I think I would go crazy too! :( Hais... It reminds me of Prison Break, where Michael Scofield went all the way to save his brother! Family love like this is just GREAT!
Due to certain reasons, I had thought of changing church... However, it means that my dream of serving as a musician may be gone! and that I stand a very dangerous risk of backsliding as I am the only christian in my whoke entire family and I dont wanna take that risk as I want to be in church for the rest of my life and nothing is going to stop me! Some things are just out of your control. Its all in your hands Lord! All I had to do is to seek you for guidance! I believe that everything happens in my life for a good reason. Its you who writes the story of my life! I can never be more grateful!
losing my grip. [12:45 AM]
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